a daily dose of pain reliever

Dec.26,2009 A dreamer, believer, and a survivor for a ton of heartaches. A girl, down with her deepest hopes. She's behind the shadows casted upon her. A big voice lies upon her head, and this is her sanctuary:

her small world.

Formerly known as: themaskedpuppet

PS. Some posts in here are not mine, unless otherwise stated. I blog from the different perspective of my life.

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 beautiful sheep(s) lurking around

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the unconditional love for a monster

well others may literally call me a mad person, but I would not let their madness ruin one’s purpose.

Parsley was the name of this little monster. All white and fluffy, like any owners would love to have. But behind the angelic features, lies an extraordinary strength that may crush you bones. 

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hello dear,

she’s back with her business. dirty little business. <3

Sa araw-araw kong makasalamuha ng iba’t-ibang klase ng tao. Mapapa-isip ka, anu bang gagamanan mong papel mo sa buhay ko? Madami na kong nakikilalang tao, pero hindi ko mabuksan ang isip at puso ko sa mga taong iyon. Oo. Isa yan sa mga bagay ng hindi ko nagustuhan sa mundo ng pagkita ng pera. Business is business. Kahit na sabihin na nating physically attracted ako sa isang tao, pero hindi talaga. Infatuation lang iyon. Pero siguro, kung hindi na din dahil dito, hindi ako matutunang makisalamuha sa kanila. Yes, minsan nagugulat ako sa mga tinatanong ng mga tao, pero syempre sasagutin ko naman eh. Minsan lang talaga, mahirap magtiwala sa tao. Mahirap din mahulog sa isang taong, hindi mo lubusang kilala.

&#8220;when summer ends, everything&#8217;s gonna die.&#8221;
describing the workplace of an exhausted and bored employee.. hell yeah, it&#8217;s dead boring out there. No stress, no gain. 

“when summer ends, everything’s gonna die.”

describing the workplace of an exhausted and bored employee.. hell yeah, it’s dead boring out there. No stress, no gain. 

&#8220;White rose for a love so pure. With memories binding different soul. Wilted and soon to be washed-out. Wishing she might not end, just like a fool.&#8221; ♥

P.S. I didn&#8217;t not use a DSLR for this nor a photo shop. I was just surprised of a magic that happened with the blink of an eye.

“White rose for a love so pure. With memories binding different soul. Wilted and soon to be washed-out. Wishing she might not end, just like a fool.” ♥

P.S. I didn’t not use a DSLR for this nor a photo shop. I was just surprised of a magic that happened with the blink of an eye.

Kid, we all grow up. It’s up to you how are you going to make your childhood memorable.

Such a techno geek.


Ilang linggo na rin ang nakaraan, nang sinubukan kong sumabak sa pagkita ng sariling pera. Sa una masaya, kasi iniisip mo yung perang kikitain mo. Summer job. Siguradong kapag meron niyan, garantisadong buhay ka sa bakasyon. Pero hindi ko pagtutuunan ng pansin ang pera sa ngayon..

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A night dedicated to random rants, bragging, and untold stories of a daily dose of pain reliever. THE END?

Anonymous asked: Fil-Am ka ba or something?

no anon… only Filipino blood runs through my veins. 

why you go anon? I would love to know you personally.. :)

(Source: samalame, via 4-paperplanes)

Babling-babling…

Oh yeaaah! Just received a text coming from our uncle. My sister and I can start working this coming Sunday. HOOORAH! Instant money, here I come. Excited na kong bumili ng mga luho ko, ng hindi na humihingi ng pera sa parents ko. It will also be a relief for them, since I’ll be entering college. And every 4 months, enrollment namen. 24K every four months. DARN.. 

—-THANK YOU LORD. 

Honestly, I&#8217;m flattered with this TA of a sweet girl. :&#8221;&gt;
I really wanna answer this, but I guess this is just another memento mori. 

Hello dear, 
thank you for entrusting me with your burdens. I will surely keep my mouth shut about it. I may not be physically with you, but I&#8217;m always here&#8230; will always be. Virtual hugs I may give from this day on, I am here, willing to help you and reaching you out in the midst of your sadness and grief. Stay strong. :)

Honestly, I’m flattered with this TA of a sweet girl. :”>

I really wanna answer this, but I guess this is just another memento mori. 

Hello dear, 

thank you for entrusting me with your burdens. I will surely keep my mouth shut about it. I may not be physically with you, but I’m always here… will always be. Virtual hugs I may give from this day on, I am here, willing to help you and reaching you out in the midst of your sadness and grief. Stay strong. :)

I just need to grow up…

I don’t want to ruin my night, even if it’s cold outside. I’m just tired of all these dramas that never goes out of my system. 

Magpapakasaya ako, kahit na hindi ako pinayagan ng parents so sa swimming namen kahapon.

Kahit na kahapon, sobrang kailangan ko ng kausap at sabihan pa ko ng friend ko ng “LANDI EH”.

Magpapakasaya ako, kahit na hindi pa din ako pinayagan ng parents ko kahit na SINUNDO NA KO NG KAKLASE KO PARA MAGPUNTA SA BIRTHDAY NIYA… FVCK!

~what a blast. Galit na ako niyan. Ayoko munang magdrama ngayon. I’ll count my blessings instead. 

I do not have the right to blame them.

You know what sucks? When your parents don’t trust you. When your parents can’t let you enjoy your teenage years. When your parents can’t let you have “what’s fun”. When your parents can’t let you go to all of your barkada gimmicks. And they can’t understand, when you try to sneak out. Damn. 

Well I guess, I’m their daughter. I’m just their daughter. I do not have the right to oppose their decisions. I know, they are just protective of me and they do love me. I’m just sad. For once, just trust me. I promise, I won’t do drugs, smoke weeds, have sex, got drunk and go home late in the evening.  

Poor baby bird.. So eager to leave mom’s nest.

Poor baby bird. He wants to fly, but mom would not let him go for mom was afraid that her baby bird might fall.

Poor baby bird. He want’s to explore the world, but mom was afraid of the danger out there.

Poor baby bird, he wanted to join his friends, playing in the fields. But mom was afraid, that snakes or bigger birds would eat her baby.

Poor baby bird, so eager to leave mom’s nest. So he jumped out of mom’s nest and nearly fall out of the tree’s branches. Good thing that mom flied so fast, that she was able to save her baby bird.

Mother knows best. That’s why I do not have the right to oppose her decisions.

Anonymous asked: What would your reaction be when someone says "I'd love you Forever" and actually meant it.

Well, It depends upon the person. If he’s the one that I’ve been waiting for, then let’s get married. :”> LOL joke.

My heart will surely flapped.. If I know that person personally, then I’ll cherish every second we spend together. 

Dear Anon, 

If it’s true, then I promise to never let him go. Bihira lang ang taong ganyan. 

~why you go anon? I would love to know you personally. :)